Going Through Life Waiting On The Prize

And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose Romans 8:28

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Monday, August 14, 2006

Imitators of Christ

(I found this while rambling through my computer and saw that i never posted it so here goes....)

Ephesians 5:1-2 "Be Imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children 2and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God NIV


I've made more than my share of mistakes in my lifetime. Hindsight is 20/20 and when I realize that I have made a mistake I am going to do my best to correct it. But when I apologize to someone for doing them wrong and they want to throw it back in my face it really irritates me. And when you try to help someone by doing them a favor and all you get is disownment in return that is something else that annoys me. But we are called to be imitators of Christ. Christ wasn't liked very much either but he made it through. So to all of yall that are reading this. If I know you I've probably done you wrong with something and for that I am truly sorry. But if Christ can forgive the people who killed him so can you. And I'm preaching to myself too. Because I know that I'm not one who forgives like I ought to. But I'm trying to work on that.

people

July 17, 2006

i dont know what to do anymore. i try to right my wrongs and to make amends with the people i done wrong. and for the most part those people accept my apology but there are some who want to get even with me. by ignoring me. and sometimes it really irritates me. cause sometimes i tend to care too much i think. maybe u cant do that maybe you can. i just dont know. it can really be irritating at times cause i want to be friends again. i really do but they wont pick up the phone or nothing so i dk what to so thats all i just needed to vent a little bit.

This would be one of those times that i was down a little bit. and i needed to vent

Where The Lord Guides, The Lord Provides...And thats just the way we like it

I wrote this once I got back from Costa rica in July.

Its taken me a while to get my thoughts together for this blog about my trip so here goes:
We flew out of Raleigh on Friday, June 30th with about a hour and a half delay. We got to Atlanta and literally had to run to get our next plane. We barely made it but we did, praise God. The trip from Atlanta to San Jose was a long one but the supper on the plane was better than I expected :) (pasta). We got to San Jose about 10:45 local time (12:45 here) and we had to go through customs and immigration which was a pain. We finally got to the hotel and I went straight to sleep.
We had a good breakfast in the hotel on saturday morning and then we hit the road. The first part of the trip was good, the roads were halfway decent. But the second half was a different story. We went from side to side to dodge potholes, and the folks down there drive a whole lot different than the folks up here haha, but the drivers we had were good. It took us about 5 hours to get to Bribri and it is only about a 110mile trip, and no AC. Once we got there we unloaded and found our rooms (in the church) and then we just kinda hung out for the rest of saturday.
On Sunday they don't have church service until the afternoon so we got up and went to a waterfall; that was real fun. We got back to the church at about 12 or 1 or something then we got dressed for church. Doby, our youth leader, said it best; "Somewhere North of Burlington there is a youth room that is freezing cold with nobody in it :)" we sang a couple of songs for the congregation there and introduced ourselves and then we went into the back and did our own devotion in english.
On Monday was our first day of Bible School and basketball camp. It went better than I expected. We had 2 translators at the Bible School which helped alot, but what little spanish i knew i used it. (donde esta el bano ha inside joke;]) We had the infamous rice and beans for lunch and supper so that was interesting. Little did we know that it was the main dish down there and we would be eating alot more of it.
Tuesday we got up to pancakes which was a nice break from the rice and beans lol. I stayed at bible school again today which was a good thing cause we probably had about 40 kids there. Tom, another of our leaders, and myself are both big Third Day fans and I left my cd in the truck here so I didnt have any Third Day to listen to. He let me borrow one of his, so I used up 12 batteries listening to that cd lol. The pews down there in the church are made from wood and metal with no cushions so that was fun ha just kidding, but they did sleep real well using my Bible for a pillow. The joke was that I could sleep anywhere. :)
Wednesday, pancakes again for breakfast which was good. It was our last day of our ministry there with Bible School and Basketball, so I went to basketball which was alot more fun than I thought it would be. We have been helping John (the missionary and Doby's brother) in the afternoons with the new construction to expand the church. which makes you real thankful for the amenities we have here (backhoe's and concrete trucks) :).
On Thursday we took about an hour ride to the river, about a 45 minute ride up the river and about a 1:30 minute walk in the jungle to Bajo Coen. This remote place is home to Native indigenious people that go without many amenities we enjoyed at the church. (running water, indoor plumbing, electricity). We left them some flashlights that don't need batteries and I took them some clothes (Mom packed me way too much).
Friday was real fun we went to the beach and for the first part of the day we just relaxed and had fun in the water :) Then we ate some lunch, and took some bibles, tracks, and water; and gave it to people on the beach. after that I stayed with our things on the beach while most everybody else went up into a cave close to the beach. which I did get a good nap in so its all good. (Again I can sleep anywhere :))
Saturday we said our last good byes and headed again for San Jose. I rode in the truck which had AC that work real well (too well in some cases) we got there about lunch time and we became tourists for about a half a day which was new experience for me in a big tourist town such as San Jose.
We had a 8am flight from San Jose on sunday morning so that means we had to be at the airport at 6 which means we had to be up about 4 and leave the hotel by 5 which was realll fun. lol we got back to Atlanta about 1est (11 Costa Rica time) and we had to go through immigration and customs which was even more of a pain than in San Jose. but we made it to our flight to Raleigh which was a real blessing. We got to Raleigh got off of the plane grabbed our stuff and moma and pops was waiting at the airport for me :) :) we left Raleigh and headed for Prospect Hill NC on some real nice roads :) We stopped at Wendy's in Hillsborough for the best hamburger I think I have ever had lol :)
This was a great trip and im glad to be able to be on it. It really opened my eyes to how rich we are here and the Lord is still teaching me patience on some things that I want to happen but they havent happened yet. but like I said in my devotion; we as humans only see our little piece of the puzzle but God sees the whole picture.:)

May 7, 2006

WELL I HAVE TO SAY, LIFE IS GREAT. THE LORD LOVES ME AND I HAVE THE GREATEST GIRLFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. YOU KNOW A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO I WAS DOWN JUST ABOUT AS FAR DOWN AS YOU CAN GO, BUT THEN I WAS NOT ON "THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW" BUT NOW IM BACK ON THE PATH. AND NOW IM BACK UP ON MY FEET AND READY TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF MY LIFE. IF YOUR STILL DOWN IN THAT VALLEY LIKE I WAS I DON'T HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT ITS NOT A FUN PLACE TO BE. IF YOU EVER NEED ME; CALL ME AND ILL BE HERE FOR YOU 24/7/365

This was one of those times when i was high on the mountain.

X-FUGE 2006

Orginally posted march 19, 2006

I just got back a while ago from Xfuge and its funny cause last year I was really feeling guilty about some sin. Between last year and this one I have made some changes in my life and this weekend was the BEST of my life. The people in my youth group are GREAT and my best friends. The Lord works in mysterious ways and this is just another example of it. Christians it is time that we stood up for Christ and not be afraid of what persecution we might endure.

(X-Fuge is a conference that the youth group at church goes to every year. I feel like this was a real turning point in my walk with the Lord)

Life

Orginally posted Feb. 2006

You know these past few weeks i have learned several things.
Number 1) I am to the point in my life where i have figured out I cannot please everyone and so i have got to get over that, do the best i can, and go on with life.
Number 2) I cannot do everything myself and so i've had to learn to delegate. But You have got to be careful as to who you delegate to.
Number 3) You need to figure out where you stand in the world. And if your friends don't match those beliefs get new friends.

(I was going through a tough time in my life at that point with friends)

READ ME FIRST

Hello and thank you for coming in. I am going to start using this blog as my only place to blog. so i will be moving all of my blogs from myspace over here so i should have them all within the next day or so if not within the next hour. so i hope everything you find here edifying and uplifting. feel free to comment.